An emotional morning...

...and SO HAPPY to be HOME!!! This morning has been spent opening cards/gifts, going back through voice mails and texts that I have no recollection of, trying to piece together the scattered clear memories I do have of the past month or more, praying and feeling the joy of just being alive and healthy enough to enjoy a beautiful day, and being aware and appreciative that I have a wonderful life filled with the most perfect family and friends. I am feeling much better, still not 100% but just being out of the hospital is a blessing. Looks like I will be starting back up on chemotherapy for a few months, as a precautionary measure for any microscopic cells that might be leftover from the surgery. I am unsure what kind and what regiment I will be taking but will know soon enough and unfortunately loose these long lashes I'm getting attached to, but life goes on with or without lashes I've come to know very well. One memory I have of the hospital was seeing Martina McBride sing on TV and thinking "whenever I get out of this place I'm going to live by that song"...got home and Mom had the CD wrapped up on my bed...for perspective on how I feel today--"Anyway"-listen to that song, and know in your heart that I am so thankful for all your love and support and prayers. All I can really say is Thank you for everything, and I wish I could thank each person individually, hopefully in time we can.
Yours truly with a huge heart and lots of love.
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